I can now better accept and see morethen only that part. Precisely by giving it attention, I can handle them better and more experienced the positive things. It is little wonder that I like to tell you: you can go through a lot of misery and difficulties, but you do not have all resolved first before getting back a little bit, occasionally, happy and can be completely yourself ... even with all the misery that currently belongs to you. If this story or idea appeals to you: did for me, "mindfulness" or also known as mindfulness training, very very much helped. It's on the Internet (Google but mindfulness, I believe that the University Leiden what stand). So you can (for free) an exercise. It is not difficult: lie, listen and do your best. Anyway you then have an hour of your day further ....All very much strength! My story of a boy of 17I is already 12 years bullied in primary school, sometimes virtnext
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